08/10/2014

“You know you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”― Dr. Seuss “Presumptuous Love” Love is unexpected;Advances suddenly and undetected.Remains throughout the coldest frost;Sometimes forgotten, but never lost.The flower that smiles in the rain,The sun that seeks to rise again,The answer for every question thought,The happiness that …

12/31/2013

Goodbye Year.The Time has passed.I will not miss the dips in the wavesOr my laughing mirror,Or my haunting past,Or my memory’s departed graves. Hello Year.It was a dream.I awoke and now I see the lightAnd my future here,And my self-esteem,And the roses that fully bloom white.

Consciousness or Self-Awareness?

I do not necessarily believe in consciousness in the sense that many individuals do- a form of self which can exist outside of the body. There is no proof of this. However, I do believe in a heightened form of self-awareness caused by a greater connectivity of brain regions thanks to the evolution of the …

What About Aliens?

The aliens have us trapped in a dome to stop us from spreading our disease because we are actually parasitic... We could be their first AI. What if they just watch us to see how their ancestors developed and evolved? Maybe we were injected into this area of the galaxy to kill a sickness within …

Can You Prove Free Will Exists?

You will have free will when you can control and manipulate how your brain responds to stimuli. Free Will would be the ability to suddenly decide that candy tastes bad to you after you no longer receive the neural reward that causes you to enjoy sugar. Free will would mean you could wake up and …

I think people just want money so creators just recreate the same thing over and over again because it’s popular and sells. It doesn’t bode well for the arts, unfortunately. No one wants to think outside the box. The only thing that matters to Hollywood is what sells, and reimagining a book into a visual …

Insignificant

Written September 20th, 2019

Sometimes, when I am unfortunately awake by my lonesome self, I wonder: What if we live in a giant astronomical zoo? What if this is just a giant petri dish to see what "we" will do as the first ever, humanoid-formed intelligence? The concept that we are potentially monitored by extraterrestrials fascinates me. What if …

Psilocybin/CBD and Depression

First and foremost, I’m not against drugs. I will always be a strong proponent of medication administration over suffering; but when people tell me that psilocybin and cannabis are NOT drugs, I feel heckin triggered! 😀 They aren’t proposing intelligent/educated reasonings for the pharmaceutical advertisement of the medicinal properties of products they are so staunchly …

How Depressed Parents Affect Children!

Okay. I am fairly certain my mother was depressed. EVERY day of my sheltered, homeschooled childhood, I could not scoot by without hearing the words, "None of this matters. We'll all end up in heaven someday anyway." My mom said college didn't matter. Material items didn't matter. Physical possessions doesn't matter. A career doesn't matter. …