What About Aliens?

The aliens have us trapped in a dome to stop us from spreading our disease because we are actually parasitic... We could be their first AI. What if they just watch us to see how their ancestors developed and evolved? Maybe we were injected into this area of the galaxy to kill a sickness within …

Consciousness Does Not Exist

If a soul does exist on another plain, only the body carries memory. If we existed since time began, then we would remember the time before we were born, but we can’t. As much as it does sound lovely, those who wish to prove consciousness exists seem to be grasping at straws, a trait which …

Can You Prove Free Will Exists?

You will have free will when you can control and manipulate how your brain responds to stimuli. Free Will would be the ability to suddenly decide that candy tastes bad to you after you no longer receive the neural reward that causes you to enjoy sugar. Free will would mean you could wake up and …

I think people just want money so creators just recreate the same thing over and over again because it’s popular and sells. It doesn’t bode well for the arts, unfortunately. No one wants to think outside the box. The only thing that matters to Hollywood is what sells, and reimagining a book into a visual …

Insignificant

Written September 20th, 2019

Sometimes, when I am unfortunately awake by my lonesome self, I wonder: What if we live in a giant astronomical zoo? What if this is just a giant petri dish to see what "we" will do as the first ever, humanoid-formed intelligence? The concept that we are potentially monitored by extraterrestrials fascinates me. What if …

My Thoughts For Today

No one believes my, apparently, “reductionist” theories of consciousness because of the ego. The socially-adept mind cannot reduce the mind because ignorance often aids existence in a beneficial manner catering to those biologically suitable on an evolutionary scale of suitability. I don't feel I have the kinds of thoughts that encourage longevity of the current …

Psilocybin/CBD and Depression

First and foremost, I’m not against drugs. I will always be a strong proponent of medication administration over suffering; but when people tell me that psilocybin and cannabis are NOT drugs, I feel heckin triggered! 😀 They aren’t proposing intelligent/educated reasonings for the pharmaceutical advertisement of the medicinal properties of products they are so staunchly …

How Depressed Parents Affect Children!

Okay. I am fairly certain my mother was depressed. EVERY day of my sheltered, homeschooled childhood, I could not scoot by without hearing the words, "None of this matters. We'll all end up in heaven someday anyway." My mom said college didn't matter. Material items didn't matter. Physical possessions doesn't matter. A career doesn't matter. …

I Can’t Tell When I’m Bullied

I will never forget showing pictures of myself to my ex of a time when I was four years old with a shaved head, having gone through a nine-hour long brain surgery to remove a tumor. H then said, "You look like a boy," because my head was shaved. My mother, who found out about …